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Journal Entry: Sun Nov 29, 2009, 7:56 PM



I just spent thirteen hours working on an Economics project that is not even due tomorrow. And if I hadn't happened to glance at the rubric, I would still be working on it (probably until morning).


Stolen from anime-freako:

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:

10. Denying your advances again and again wasn't enough. I really should have let you have it when I had the chance. You're lucky I'm too polite to tell you exactly why "nice guys" like you aren't so nice.

9. Why is it that I'm starting to mature past your years, but you'll always be forced to stay that way? Have you realized this yourself? Do you ever feel sad? Do you even understand why you're different? What would you have been like if you hadn't been born that way? I feel like I've been deprived of someone that I've never met.

8. If I could, I'd share surgery with you, so you'd have a real reason to complain.

7. If I were to die within the next week, I would make it a priority to track you down. Thanks for fucking up my adolescence. But then again, you don't need my thanks; I'm sure our money was thanks enough for you.

6. I want to tell you so many things, but I'm afraid of what you'll think.

5. Every time we get a call from your house, I wonder if it's the call saying that you're dead or in big trouble.

4. I've known you all my life, and yet I barely know you.

3. Someday, when you die, I'll play Greensleeves for you.

2. It's always been my greatest hope and fear that I've had some sort of impact on your life. When I leave, will you miss me as much as I'll miss you?

1. When did you decide, "this is it, I'm giving up"? Was it an easy choice? Do you even remember when you made it? I wish, more than anything else, that things had turned out differently.

That felt pretty good. Although none of these things are directed towards anyone I know on deviantArt, so yeah. |D If you thought one of these pertained to you, you don't need to worry about it.

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TheTine Featured By Owner Dec 1, 2009  Student Traditional Artist
that sucks! ><;
Koukouvayia Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I seriously hate it when things like that happen, but I at least I don't have to do much of it later. :1 But it interferes with my drawing time, and so I don't get to draw before going to bed and I really hate that. D<
kurobara31694 Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2009
;A; ddaaww~! reading this makes me wanna cry T^T *is actually tearing up in rl* even though u dont really seem like it, i know ur a really deep person who has been through alot and this reminded me of it >w<, maybe its an artist thing....? anyways, i can guess a few who #10 applies too >3>;; its the Japanese in us that brings out the crazies, huh?
ItaLuv Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2009
ffff--I thought you meant the part about the economics project at first. **SHOT**

OTL;; Don't be sad on my behalf--! Erg...I guess I just usually don't talk about my most personal experiences. I don't want people to think I want their pity or anything.

Asian fetish, man. It's the real deal. D|
kurobara31694 Featured By Owner Dec 1, 2009

aw, i don't think u do <: and its your business if u want to talk about ur experiences or not, its all good maannn~ BD *shot shot shot*

I KNOE RITE?! >__>;; i hate that....
ItaLuv Featured By Owner Dec 1, 2009
Yeah, I was like "IT'S NOT THAT SERIOUS"

haha, maybe that's part of why I hate emos so much. |D TOO MUCH INFO, MAN. IDC THAT MUCH ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS. **shotdown**

They have a page on Wikipedia about it. It was rather depressing.
kurobara31694 Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2009
I BEG TO DIFFER! millions of children suffer from complete boredom and frustration every day because of this horrible travesty......please.... help fight this noble cause....(screw da pandas >3>;)

WHAT?! but mine are obviously so much more important then yours! and life is so hard i wanna just curl up with a knife, some salt, and a whole ipod full of evanescence (actually, i kinda like that band sometimes)

there's...a Wikipedia page....? that's kinda creepy TT_TT i was thinking of taking karate or some form of martial arts for self seems like it would be fun =D
56hehehehe56 Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2009
I did the EXACT same thing and got yelled at by my parents about it to find out at school today that no, it wasn't due today, it is due NEXT friday!
SaphGuske Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2009  Student Traditional Artist
When I get bored, I read journals. Yours are usually the most interesting and first ones I read.

I look at your column of languages you're interested in learning and I see Chinese. Lol. Usually people want to learn only one asian language and that's Japanese and then they don't care anymore.
I'm glad you're different than that. :)

ItaLuv Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2009
Thank you! I'm always surprised when people say they think this stuff is interesting. |D

I definitely want to learn at least a little Chinese. :)
It's funny that you should mention Japanese, though, because I actually am Japanese. |D So that's already a language I'm already accustomed to learning, lol. But people seem to think Japanese is the only Asian language in the universe, so I get tired of that, too. Other Asian cultures deserve more recognition! Plus, I think Chinese is softer-sounding, so I want to try speaking it myself someday.
SaphGuske Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2009  Student Traditional Artist
Hah, irony. I'm Chinese so I know how to speak it.
I want to learn Korean and Japanese. 8D
Then again, who doesn't want to learn Japanese, right?

I read your FAQs one day and you mentioned how you hate people who say "Kawaaiiii~~" and such. I didn't really notice it, but ever since you pointed that out, it's been annoying me too! XD
fiendof10fires Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2009  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Don't we all just hate when this kinda thing happens?
DeviantWulf Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2009  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Man I hate when that happens. Almost as much as when you slave over a project and get a lower grade than a project you completely pulled out of your ass....and it was the same class....and same project...but a different year.
Ayame-Hyuuga Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2009  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I think the same thing happened to me before. Except I thought I had lots of time to get the project done when I actually didn't :| It really sucked :iconotlplz:
nekokawai Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2009  Professional Digital Artist
Homicidal much? Pretty awesome heh
Zeenigami Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2009
heh. That sounds like it went well. This is why you always look at the deadlines, it's basically ALL I remember about most projects. (Okay, maybe you shouldn't do what I do either.)

Obviously I am no. 6. It's okay, you can tell me you love me. Your undying love for me, how you'd love to take me behind a building and ravash my god-like body... But you can't you are afraid. But it's okay. I accept. Signed, Bitch-boy. (Geez, I need to stop making references nobody gets.)
N30N-Night Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2009
But Zach! I want to be the one to ravish your god-like body! D:
Zeenigami Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2009
oh SNAP it's a black dude.
starlacyi Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2009
Ah, reminds me of a project for math last year that I was rushing to finish one morning in class only to be told by a classmate that it wasn't due that day...
Yasu-sama Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2009
LOL DUDE. Same thing happened with a science project of mine... I thought it was due last Monday and worked my butt off that Sunday. But I asked my friends something about it and it's not due until tomorrow. :iconrussiagoodrageplz:
anime-freako Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2009
It feels good doesn't it. ewe

I hope no one thinks what I wrote is directed at them. :'D
*wrote stuff directed at people OFF of DA*
*brofist durhur*
ThornheartCat Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2009  Student
Aw, that sucks about your Economics project. At least you did look at the rubric and stop. When is it due? And believe me, I've done the same sort of thing. I hate projects. X_x What sort of project was it?
Kuisuu Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2009
That sounds like what I did on my economics project :C But it was due the next day l-lol I'm such a procrastinator

Well at least you have time to fix it up? |||OTL
starblinx Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2009  Hobbyist
I think I know who 10 is directed to. A certain person whose name begins with the 10th letter of the alphabet. If that's true, holy shit, I'm in the same boat with you, girl. :X *shudder*

And economics scares me. I'm in government right now and I have an A, but 60% of people have told me eco is hell and 40% of people have told me it's easy. o.o
ItaLuv Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2009
Actually, I was thinking of someone else, but it might as well be directed towards that person, too. DB< **shudders as well**

Government is what scares me. Eco is do nothing all day; you may or may not get a bad grade, but if you do, you just do the extra credit work.
BlakeGreene Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2009
Oh my god, that sucks! I spent a whole day on an English project once. From 3:00pm to 12:30am with only a break for dinner. Thank god it WAS due the next day, or heads would have rolled. I'm considering stealing your meme, it would probably help make me feel better to get some stuff out XD
MapleCake Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2009
Awwwww, sweetie :C I'm sorry to hear about the project. ; o ; At least you had the mind to try and get something done, rather than putting it off to the last minute.

sob /will put off doing this quiz like everything else :c
Hiurro Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2009
Do you need a long-distancehug?
Sobaku-no-Sarah Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2009
hmmm i think i might need to steal that one at the bottom.
evil homework is evil. i should probably start working on the 52 question homework we got for a four-day weekend. MY HISTORY TEACHER IS AN ASS HAT.
Twilian-Princess Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2009
I'm in economics. Out of curiosity, what's the project?

Also, I'm stealing this quiz.
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