CRAP, I FORGOT TO MENTION: READ RIGHT-TO-LEFT, PLEASE

"...And somewhat more dangerous things, like putting a gun in your mouth. But you put it there, you taste it, it's cold and greasy, your finger is on the trigger, and you find that a whole world lies between this moment and the moment you've been planning, when you'll pull the trigger. That world defeats you. You put the gun back in the drawer. You'll have to find another way."

~Girl, Interrupted

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Another one inspired by this book. :\ I could picture this scene so clearly in my mind that I just had to draw it.

I'm always harping on about how much I hate emos and people who act depressed/suicidal for attention, but I really and honestly feel bad for people who are depressed/suicidal _{for a legitimate reason.}

And yet, even though I don't support suicide (except as a last, last, LAST-ditch choice for the horribly suffering), I still feel a sort of respect for people who commit it.

Ideologically, it's braver to put the gun down and face life and all it's misery.
But to me, it's braver to pull the trigger. Because the thought of injury terrifies me to the extent that I could never do it myself.

So anyways, controversial topic. Don't commit suicide; it's not the answer. I don't endorse it. Disclaimer. Etc.

_{Used Yaki because he was suicidal at one point. In the present story, he's quite cheerful, though. He's one of those who found a better way.}

Character (c) To ME

Drawn in ballpoint pen & sharpie. Because I felt like sucking today.